My Beloved Monster – New Statesman Book of the Year

The New Statesman, which each year asks writers and guests to select a favorite read from the preceding 12 months, published their 2024 selections last week, and My Beloved Monster was among those picked. To justify the choice, John Gray wrote:

Caleb Carr’s My Beloved Monster (Allen Lane), an account of the life he shared for 17 years with a Siberian forest cat, is a profound story of mortality, grief and love. Left to die in a locked apartment, Masha was found by Carr in an animal sanctuary, where she adopted him as much as he adopted her. Abused as a child by his violent father and suffering poor health for the rest of his life, he formed a more enduring relationship with her than with any human being. While he was writing in the remote farmhouse they shared in upstate New York, she was “hunting and defending our territory” and comforting him in his illnesses. When she died of cancer Carr was desolated, and died himself, also from cancer, not long after. My Beloved Monster will be compared with JR Ackerley’s classic My Dog Tulip (1956), but to my mind Carr tells a more extraordinary tale. Unlike Ackerley’s Alsatian, Masha remained untamed, befriending an ailing human without ever giving up her wild nature.

My Beloved Monster

The selection coincided with the UK release of My Beloved Monster in late October by Allen Lane. Already a New York Times bestseller from its earlier US publication in April, it has garnered lovely reviews from across the Atlantic as well.

Reviewing for The Times, Francesca Angelini called the memoir “a warm, heavy love letter to Masha and her feline predecessors,” while Kathryn Hughes, reviewing for The Guardian, described the memoir as “one of the finest meditations on animal companionship that I have ever read.” Hughes explained:

In this exquisite book novelist Caleb Carr tells the story of the “shared existence” he enjoyed for 17 years with his beloved cat, Masha. At the time of writing she is gone, he is going, and all that remains is to explain how they made each other’s difficult lives bearable. The result is not just a lyrical double biography of man and cat but a wider philosophical inquiry into our moral failures towards a species which, cute internet memes notwithstanding, continues to get a raw deal.

For those who may have missed them, you can find Caleb Carr’s interviews about My Beloved Monster given late last year here.

And if you have not yet met the remarkable Masha, like the reviewers above I recommend giving Caleb’s final, heartfelt memoir a try. Whether you are a cat aficionado or not, My Beloved Monster is a moving tribute to both Masha and her human companion of 17 years, and provides a glimpse the kind of deeply loving relationship possible between feline and human, if only more humans would give them a chance to come that close.

My Beloved Monster – Interviews & Reviews

For those who are finding the website through this post, please note that Caleb Carr passed away in May, 2024. See Remembering Caleb Carr (1955-2024) for 17th Street’s memorial to a beloved author.

Several new interviews and reviews have been released in the lead up to the publication of Caleb Carr’s new memoir My Beloved Monster on April 16. Perhaps most revealing was a pre-recorded interview Caleb gave to CBS Saturday Morning, offering in-depth insight into the writing of the memoir and his special relationship with Masha, along with sobering news about the current state of his health. The segment can be viewed below:

In addition, he gave an interview with Scott Simon on NPR about the memoir that you can read the transcript of or listen to here.

The book has also garnered several wonderful reviews. Chris Bohjalian in the Washington Post described the book as a “warm, wrenching love story,” concluding:

Like all good memoirs — and this is an excellent one — “My Beloved Monster” is not always for the faint of heart. Because life is not for the faint of heart. But it is worth the emotional investment, and the tissues you will need by the end, to spend time with a writer and cat duo as extraordinary as Masha and Carr.

Alexandra Jacobs of The New York Times similarly framed the memoir as “loving and lovely, lay-it-all-on-the-line explication of one man’s fierce attachment,” while a Booklist review called it “a love story of the best, most ethereal kind.” Publisher’s Weekly also praised the book as “lively and moving….even readers without their own furry friend will be moved.”

Caleb said in the CBS interview that for the latter years of Masha’s life, he would look at her and say, “Some day, I’m going to make you famous.” With My Beloved Monster currently trending #1 in memoirs and author biographies on Amazon, it certainly looks as though his promise is coming true. I’m sure many of Caleb’s loyal readers will be looking forward to meeting Masha and learning about the bond she and Caleb shared when the memoir is released on Tuesday — and, of course, wish him peace and strength as he fights his current health battle.

Kirkus Review of My Beloved Monster

In the lead-up to the release of Caleb Carr’s new memoir, My Beloved Monster, Kirkus Reviews have published a moving endorsement of the book. Describing the memoir as “one of the most powerful and beautiful grief narratives ever written, including all the memoirs about people,” the reviewer revealed some fascinating details and revelations from the memoir:

A Siberian Forest cat spends 17 years with her brilliant, reclusive, deeply unconventional human companion.

Within pages of starting this moving book, connoisseurs of fine prose may find themselves gasping with delight, as will cat lovers. Carr, best known for his 1994 novel The Alienist and also a distinguished military historian, reveals that he has always recognized himself to be an “imperfectly reincarnated” feline. When he was 5, he handed his mother a drawing of a boy with the head of a cat and said, “This is me before I was born.” You may well be convinced this is true by the end of Carr’s amazing tale of commitment, communication, self-discovery, and adventure with his cat, Masha, a half-tame “wildling” who loves the music of Richard Wagner. The author has had a life of exceptional pain and tragedy: His father, the Beat Generation figure Lucien Carr, was given to episodes of physical abuse that resulted in significant emotional and medical consequences. Also, despite Carr’s profound bonds with other beloved cats, several came to difficult ends he could not prevent. When he met Masha, who deftly ensured that he would take her home from the overwhelmed Vermont animal shelter where she landed after abuses of her own, he felt his redemption. The two become life partners and were never separated for more than a handful of nights, each of those for hospitalizations caused by Carr’s ever more dire physical condition. The story of their life together in the spacious house the author built for himself in Rensselaer County, New York, and in the woods and grounds surrounding it, in all seasons and weather, is a testament to both the human and feline spirits.

One of the most powerful and beautiful grief narratives ever written, including all the memoirs about people.

Kirkus Reviews

As noted previously, the memoir is currently available for preorder ahead of its release on April 16. For links to all sellers, I recommend visiting the publisher’s website.

Cover Release

Last month, the cover for Caleb Carr’s new memoir, My Beloved Monster: Masha, the Half-Wild Rescue Cat who Rescued Me, was released. It’s a lovely design that features Caleb’s much-loved Masha, the subject of the memoir. For anyone who may have missed it, this new memoir will be released on April 16, 2024 and is currently available for preorder. For links to all sellers, I recommend visiting the publisher’s website.

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